Where I’ve been? She is like way too much on the inside of her head..
Okay I’ve been trying to run around Austin trying to get my body heat and stuff down… so I can kind of like kill of the rest of my self-conscious and take my medicine..
Okay so this girl needs to produce ego death so she can like stop making people so self-conscience whenever they take the focus off her thinking. It’s like really hard to explain… but anyway it’s like the minute she stops focusing.. you immediately want to put the focus on whatever is going to make her snap out of it.. so she can kill off the ego and come back down to earth..
I had no idea that Tiffany like never killed her ego in the first got damn place. I was like why doesn’t this girl want to come back down to earth? And then I realized that there like wasn’t enough pressure on Tiffany’s body heat or something.. so the girl never produced a self-conscience or something that’s supposed to separate you from all that and make you kind of want to like snap all out all of that and kind of be like I’m on the outside looking in.. I can think for myself, I can judge whatever.
Anyway, if she can’t drag all of that stuff down it makes you snap way too much to whatever is like in common.. so usually it’s like Tiffany’s common sense. So it’s like why can’t that chick smell herself, or some pressure on Tiffany’s body to make her come back down to earth. You’re like not supposed to be trying put pressure on Tiffany’s head.. if the girl kind of like doesn’t want to come back down to earth.
And then it’s like well Tiffany’s on the streets, and nobody wants to sleep around her cause she smells way to bad.. and she can’t smell herself so you immediately kind of like countertransfer and it’s like well I immediately want to call the cops on every god damn thing she does.. cause.. I don’t know.. you kind of want it absolutes.. and the other one just smells way too bad. It’s hard to explain..
but anyway..
I keep getting kicked out of places.. but I’m trying to keep Tiffany at absolutes in case she turns up missing because too many people on the street just want to jerk her around.. cause you can see on like a radar or something.. that her body heat is like on the outside. so responding waaayyy too much to you like an object or something.. and it’s like she makes makes you want to kind of want to snap out of it way too got damn bad..and everyone her kind of wants to makes you want to put pressure on Tiffany’s body.. but like body slam her or something or break her neck.
All the other homeless people take my food.. and the minute I try to snap out of they like run over there and try to take something from me..like my food or keep jerking me around.. or trying to like push me into the road..or trying to like move all the body weight to one side.. so like everyone run over there.. or everybody push Tiffany into the road.. cause then everything kind of like doesn’t smell that god damn bad..
I was like that’s why Tiffany can’t really take care of herself. There’s like way too much pressure for her to focus on one thing to try to snap out of all of it. which is kind of hard to do if you can’t see yourself… I don’t want the problem is between all that.. but it’s like you’ve just been kind of dragging your body all along all this time.. and there isn’t like enough oxygen going to your brain in the first got damn place.. you’re trying to bang it along some got damn objects along the way.. and hope that Tiffany puts some more pressure.. like her on forehead or something.. I was like literally in front of the cops turning around and around.. and they like couldn’t see her damn forehead on the radar..
Here is where I’ve been staying…
The ARCH opened in April 2004
The ARCH is operated by Front Steps (formerly the Capital Area Homeless Alliance. For more information on programs at the ARCH, as well as volunteer opportunities, please contact Front Steps.
Contact
Web Site: http://www.frontsteps.org/
Location: 500 East 7th St. (at Neches)
Phone: (512)-305-4100
Fax: (512)-476-7243
and Mia Harvey… 512-221-4812
I was like that’s why you keep getting fired and never make any money in your got damn life.. and people want to beat you up all the time.. It seriously makes you want to jerk Tiffany around a lot.. or just keep her moving. I think that what she needs to do..and then she wouldn’t need the medicine in the first place. She just needs to get some food once in awhile…
Somebody like called the cops on me and said I like stole from their house, and the helicopters.. Said I stole all the nutrigrain bars.. Said I was smoking marijuana. The cops handed me back the jacket with the residue still on it and the pot still in the pocket. STUPID!!
I’m trying to cancel it all out.. give my family some hope.. Maybe go into the Air Force
