Okay I can see where your problems are coming from..
So Tiffany’s major problem in life.. is not that she’s retarded or slow. But that she kind of like never killed her own ego and formed what’s called a self- conscience. So like a self-conscience is like a feeling that I’m around some- like what do you call it- like a living human being that’s like in tune with itself. Or that can see itself and isn’t lacking in what makes you want to get up and go out and go operate and think for yourself- so objectivity.
Like I can see outside myself. Tiffany is lacking in a self-conscience. I’m like that’s why she see’s herself like that. She’s lacking in objectivity. So like the only thing you can do is like frame Tiffany for absolutes- and then like keep pushing all the logic down until you can try and get to an absolute from where the space and all the like karmic energy between you and Tiffany was.
So…hypothetical situation. Let’s just say you’re around Tiffany, but Tiffany doesn’t have that much of a self- conscience so it’s like too much space between you and what should be in absolutes. So like reality. So I’m like okay, she’s down to earth and she’s like comfortable with herself.
What happens with most people is like let’s say I’m around Tiffany and it’s like well she’s making me too uncomfortable, something like smells really bad. Good example.. let’s just say something smells really bad.
And it’s like well okay.. I’ve been around smelly people before. But usually they can smell themselves and so you’re like not going to be that conscience of it- because it’s like well that person can come back down to earth. They can smell themselves, so I’m like not going to spend all my time compensating for reality because I’m usually not that over the top in the first place. I can smell myself. Or I’m thinking about myself.
With Tiffany it’s like way too over the top. It’s like the object and then it’s smell and you have to spend all your time overcompensating for the gap between yourself and reality. Like okay why can’t things come back together and all the smells mix together like a normal human being-cause then I wouldn’t care that much in the first place. It’s normal, or it belongs to you.
It’s like way out of place, and it’s like way backwards. So it makes you too uncomfortable. So they were like well why can’t she just like kill off her own ego- or that thing that’s supposed to make you come back down to earth. And it’s like well it seems like Tiffany never wanted to do it herself. Like something is way off.
Is like she has learned helplessness so the other Tiffany never really wants to get out the story about why she doesn’t want to do anything with her life, and the other one just wants to get Tiffany back down to earth. She wastes way too much time and energy in her life just trying get Tiffany back to ground zero- but it’s like literal. It’s the literal pressure Tiffany is taking on and off her body. She’s way too cut off from her senses.. And then it’s like well the other one doesn’t have enough common sense- or it has learned helplesness too much- so there’s not enough pressure going to the actual part of your brain where you actually be wanting to get up and do all that stuff- so like to sublimate an idea about yourself.
And everytime you’re around Tiffany, there’s like all this pressure to get Tiffany back down to earth. So the more pressure you literally put on Tiffany to kill her ego- the more Tiffany comes back down to earth and her brain kind of starts working more and fixing the problems. So like Tiffany can move her body more and more- and her physical deformities kind of move around more and she’s not just like sitting there without the release of something.
And then when you’re around Tiffany- you just kind of want to weight her down and then like kill off her ego- so like the heaviest person just run over there and like sit on her something, and then just like punch Tiffany in the face and bring her back to earth and then her brain would start working more. Cause if you don’t, then it makes you have to concentrate on like where all the space and stuff is going in the room.. so it’s like Tiffany was standing around me.. and I like literally had the desire to start like turning in circles or just like acting like her. Or just like framing for absolutes so like acting like her husband, running around in circles, wondering what she would look like if she was Beyonce, wherever I just thought I had to compensate for reality to get her back down to earth. Cause it’s like I couldn’t even tell you what that chick looked like in the first place, she has no common sense. There’s just too much static and electricity around her damn head. She like makes you concentrate on too much stupid stuff to get there.
It’s very hard to imagine… because Tiffany never sublimates an idea about herself, so you’re just kind of framing everything around the object and hoping she comes back down to earth. And then it like occurs without a conscience.. so you kind of get the feeling that there isn’t like a real human being in there that’s like thinking for itself..so you’re just framing everything around it. And like the minute she walks away-, you’re just kind of want to start talking shit about her. Cause you want to be more down to earth. And then when she comes back, it’s like I totally wasn’t talking shit about you. You’re not a real human being. So it’s like what I totally didn’t even remember that I did that…
And then the minute she comes back she just snaps you back to wherever you were and you’re like that chick smells way too bad, go walk around or something. Or like stop making people uncomfortable and absorbing all the energy out the room.Or like stop talking around in circles- cause you have too many problems in the first place.. so I just want you at absolutes.
So yeah my dad used to tell me as a kid.. like I was always just sitting around or whatever. Or like just in space. And it’s like yeah thats why, Tiffany can’t see herself. You needed to like give your kid shrooms or make it walk around more.. anyway here’s some pictures cause I’m falling asleep. Look at everybodys body language. Look at who seems inert.. and who just seems.. up in space trying to like snap out if it or something. That’s probably not the best photo.. but there’s more. You can just tell.. that real real self-absorbed quality that nobody else has. and she can’t seem to snap out of. It’s all about her.
